I left the faith I was raised in — will I face consequences for that when I die?

“Uh, not realizing it probably actually meant my gifts, embracing them and becoming who I was meant to be. But I didn't understand that. So I chose religion and I went to like 10 different churches before I found one that sort of resonated. I still didn't believe the judgment part of it, but I was born again Christian for until I accepted my gift. And then they kicked me out because, uh, you can't be a psychic medium in born-again Christian religion. And I did raise my kids religious, um, until 2016. I put a lot of stock in religion. Anybody or any human who has faith, whether it's in a religion, in themselves, in Mother Earth, in just being human, faith is faith. And again, there's no judgment on the other side.”80:48

“And when you said that's okay, what was embedded in that vibration was, I do not judge you for everything you've been through, but the way you've handled your pain and all the decisions he made with the resources that you had, I understand. I'm not here to judge you. It's okay.”27:20

“And I was absolutely overwhelmed by the amount of love and acceptance that I received. I had been trained in Christian thinking, and I was wondering if I was going to be judged or sorted in some way, and instead, I was absolutely embraced and accepted, and I felt an overwhelming love that just bored over me. I had never felt that way before in my life. In the world that we live in, we're worried about every moment of our life, we're worried about making enough money, we're worried about where we're going to stay, where we're going to live, we're worried about our safety, we're worried about so many things, we're fearful. We're in a quandary over how we fit into things, and I was suddenly in a place where absolutely none of that existed.”12:23

“But it was pure non-judgmental love, and in that state it was not that I had suddenly been forgiven for my mistakes, it's just that they no longer existed, and nothing I had done on Earth was being weigh or measured, there's nobody keeping score up there and judging you.”22:23

“talking about or even much cared or believed me.  So, I stored my treasured experience safely in the deep recesses of my heart. I could only marvel,  “What was that all about?” One thing I knew, all fear of death was gone. I had an intense faith  in a higher power that was formless pure love, and I knew that all things would merge  into this love sooner or later. My biggest change after the experience was that  I was no longer willing to let people tell me what to do, tell me how I should be and what I  should do with my life. Prior to the experience,”4:22

“And yet I experience so much love, I experience no judgment, I experience a different perspective. And I still honor my faith. I still belong to a congregation. I go to church. But I also honor everyone's journey. I realize that we're all on this perfect journey for our own soul. And I let go of what's right and what's wrong or who's right or who's wrong. I let go of us and them and simply begin to embrace we, realizing, you know, regardless of what your religious practice or your spiritual, you know, beliefs are, that we have far more in common as these eternal beings that are having this, this human experience than we'll ever have separate in our beliefs or in our cultures or in whatever else we believe separates us.”20:26

“Another thing that I learned is that there's no judgment on the other side. God does not judge you. Only loves you. And I had a life review. So I saw my life from the moment I was born until the moment I died. And there was no judgment, only love, just pure love and acceptance. And I didn't judge me either. So there's no judgment.”36:46

“So, first of all, here I am, a religious person who has experienced something that would be spiritual if not religious. My personal problem was that none of my religious experiences were there. I was with the light. There was no judgment. There was no hell. There was no good and bad. There was no big tally in the sky. There was just the light absorbing me and consuming me with unconditional love, in which I was able to consume and absorb everyone else with unconditional love.”31:48

“I'm like, "Wow, like I didn't get judged. I didn't feel any condemnation. Only judgment I felt is when I for, when I judged myself. So I'm the one who judged myself more than anything. So I want you guys to know, you're not gonna be judged." Most religious people would probably disagree with me, the ones that are really, how came up, like I grew up scared to have an opinion and think about certain things, but me experiencing, seeing it, actually proved to me that we are loved. And we are not judged. Only judgment we give is our self. So that's what I brought back from my near-death experience.”19:20

“But there was no judgment. I thought that, you know, from like a Catholic background that once I die, that I was going to be judged uh for the good and the bad, but there was no judgment.”20:53

“you know, it's not one of my beliefs. And I didn't feel that God really had a religion. He just was a belief. Uh I don't know how to even explain it, but he just like he was non-sex distinct, he was like non-religioust I mean, it could have been whoever you believe in. You know, whether it's Jesus or whatever, you know. So what did I get out of it? Well, I I came back to Earth. I was kicked out. Um first I had no the first very most important thing was I lost my fear of death. Major. Then different things that”6:03

“And I wasn't being judged by anybody for any of these things. In fact, I had a profound sense that not only was I with these souls, but that I was in the presence of God and in the presence of the Divine. And I had been raised as a Catholic and always was religious and spiritual, but I did not see any religious figures years in this experience. This was all largely on a feeling level, and what I could see, I was not seeing with my human eyes. It's really hard, very hard to describe, but I was seeing almost with my seeing with my soul. And I felt that I was being seen by God and by the Divine at my core, and I was being seen for the essence of who I was.”19:06

“Not only that, I didn't feel any judgment, I didn't feel any condemnation, I didn't feel any anger towards me, it was all love and welcoming.”15:33

“So absolutely. So, yeah, we won't, you know.”63:17

“The big huge formless and nobody at my brothers didn't judge [music] me. The other people around me didn't judge me. So I didn't feel judged at all. [music] And I started thinking to myself, well maybe judgment is when we judge ourselves in front of God who is [music] perfect. If we feel that we need to be punished, then we get punished. But if we don't need to be punished, then we don't. I mean, I don't know. But that's how I felt. I didn't feel anything [music] at all. I didn't. It just was like it”11:35

“So just to clarify, would you say that what you experienced contradicted your religion, or it just was such a higher level, you realize the religion you had been church you had been going to didn't really matter anymore?”60:33